Worth the wait
Honestly I think I'm still processing that I have started matrescence, the phase of life that encompasses the becoming a mother. At nearly 36 I have spent much of the last decade unsure if this particular life experience would be one I'd go through. Up until I got divorced it had been something I'd always assumed would happen, but was in no rush for it to happen after being so involved with raising my younger siblings. After the trauma of the man and the difficulty of finding someone I could actually see myself growing old with, I sincerely thought biological children was no longer on the table. Never in a million years could I have guessed how in less than a year I would meet the kind of person I have been holding out for, I would move into his beautiful home out in the northern woods of Maryland, we would talk about getting engaged and married across the next year and instead wind up pregnant at not even 6 months of dating. Baby girl arrives mid July, baby shower inv...